Wonder

Wonder .............
if tht is Life !!

Why, i don't know, i feel so lonely.
Why, i don't know, i feel so tired.
Some kind of nostalgia, some kind of smeel tht surrounds me, memories of my pleasant & sweet past, instilling a feeling of excitement & pain !

Sometimes i feel life is liek "Chalti ka naam gaadi", but feel like taking a halt & thinking, infact rethinking, what have we been doing?
Is tht what we wanna go for?
Good college, good placement, gr8 job, BAD WORK !!!, then again bloody all hard work of life, to crack one junk mba school.......again piss off urself with fu**ing seemingly endless lectures.......
Then again a job & then one fine day, sitting like this writing a blog, which ofcourse no one gonna read beyond a second line...........
Is tht a void after an accomplishment? Or is tht a usual excuse for not working hard enough? Or is it another up & down, a very casual one, tht comes & goes. Sth strangley, churns inside.